OMG! This is my new attitude toward person, i just pretending to like even NOT!
But somehow it will be not good for the next.
But I'm good on it!
But why I'm keep pretending??
I just a lot of cause made.
I keep patient for a certain behavior,until i can handle with it but i need to face it.
I cant spoke "loud",because I'm still have human heart even i create myself to be cruel.
For inside of me, i feel bad to do that.
But nowadays, only this characters to "save" everything!!
And remain silent are GOOD.
pretending on act, silence and smile for behavior.
Hope one day, you and you please realizes on this.And what I'm doing.
For future, i still try to "speak" than "pretending".
Because we share what we have, and try to make this close on.
#Anyone, read-can give me some advised to face this??Thanks =)
I write from my soul. This is the reason that critics don't hurt me, because it is me. If it was not me, if I was pretending to be someone else, then this could unbalance my world, but I know who I am. - Paulo Coelho
dearie...
ReplyDeletei know you are good at doing this and off course sometimes we get tired of it. when you can't keep it anymore and it just develop hatred in your heart, just say it out loud but off course in well manner.
there's no wrong of being pretender or to speak out. as long as its not a burden to ur heart.
kadang-kadang kita harus juga fikir tentang hati sendiri. jangan nanti asyik menjaga hati insan lain kita yang sakit teruk..tapi bergantung kepada keadaan dan siapa insan tersebut..kalau awak jujur dengan apa yang awak rasa tuhan sentiasa tolong.
juz be strong dear...its a bless to know you....
Thanks..
ReplyDeletei will.
same to you sis =)